Life & fashion creatively executed in one post, included a few steps on how to chill, outfit inspirations for the lazy and androgynous type, and also squeezed in a bit of the most recent life updates I’ve had in school just to give you a quick background of my life lately while it’s still fresh in the mind. It seems like ever since my absence from events and the internet, I’ve been haunted by guilt of not being able to attain blog productivity but I’m glad to be back at it.
This quick blog post is generally for everyone who feels pressured and stressed as of the moment but intentionally dedicated to all the struggling students out there, like me — I feel you. I’ve been there, done that. Due to my School’s cruel and heavy workload that weighed more than my boyfriend’s dumbbells (which is something I can’t carry literally), I was idle for months, sacrificed all my events and projects just to finish my School works, we had to shoot during APEC week which was supposed to be a holiday vacation, not only did I sacrifice my me time but also my family time, Russel (boyfriend) time, my sleeping time and 99% of my overall time, all brought to my studies. Even my mom notices how much limited my time is due to school. My friends and I have made it a gluttonous routine to eat more than 3 meals a day, stuffing ourselves with unhealthy processed food and consuming sodas/ energy drinks (Redbull for me) every minute just to stay awake. School ruined my diet and my face, I look worst than a guy who smokes weed for a living (Lol). Okay, maybe I’m exaggerating too much but my point is, school has been taking over my life and I have no choice. School is no joke. Even if I wholeheartedly despise it, I have to finish everything and so I did. Of course, my grades are still tentative. I’m afraid I wasn’t able to do my best this semester, due to lack of time and proper sleep. I can’t blame myself, I have 30 total units and that’s a lot for me to balance but eventually, I got through all of it and questioned myself “how the f did I finish all of these shit,” I’m just glad it’s over.
For the past monotonous months of school slavery, I am finally free (At least for a month until the next semester starts). Since I’ll be having more time, I promise to make it up for my past inactiveness by leveling up my interaction with you guys and by putting more time in blogging.
The store/s indicated are options to where you can get the items I’m wearing.
5 Steps on How to Chill is based on personal idea.
These photos are from the past shoots I’ve done, which were never posted online.
To those who scrolled until the end, Thank you for making time to read everything. I truly appreciate it!